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allow yourself to bloom
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I am really missing my dad today so I decided on impulse to stop and take a walk through the Ruth Gamble Gardens in Palo Alto. This is one of the last places I brought him to when he was still well. I am dreading father's day knowing that I will not be able to give him a hug or kiss on the cheek ... it hurts like no other pain. It's hard to explain or make sense of unless you've experienced it. I felt like I needed to remember and walk where he walked to remind myself that it's okay to mourn, cry, be angry, be vulnerable. Mourning is a process, a journey... one we all go through in our own way. As I walked along the dirt path I could feel him smiling. I know he is with me in spirit. He loved this little garden. He loved life... he didn't want to die. Seeing these beautiful flowers I am reminded that our time here limited. Live life to the fullest, allow yourself to bloom... take it all in. Remembering, mourning and allowing myself to feel again. I love you dad....
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Growing out of my comfort zone. For most that know me ...you know I am an introvert and pretty shy. So for me to do anything that involves putting myself out there for any kind of criticism or judgement completely freaks me out. Nevertheless I do sometimes find my inner extrovert/performer/leo and get myself into some things that are outside my norm. This weekend I found myself dressing up like Frida Kahlo for a model call at DeYoung (Gaultier-inspired fashion event). They asked models to show up dressed in either traditional or modern Frida. I walked in wearing a traditional Frida-like outfit... and then quickly changed into a more modern Frida look (leather jacket, tube top made from a beautiful floral wrap, jeans and sky high heels!) Here are some pics of me and a link to LatinBayArea.com which covered the many faces Frida that came out for the call. If I make the cut I'll be at DeYoung June 29th at 6:00pm as a part of their Friday night program. Fun times! Viva Fr...